Valentines day is just a week away. and that kind of sucks, for it will be my first valentines day alone in 5 years. Abby, Natalie and I are having our own day though, i guess it works out that they’re both in long distance relationships while im just the Single lady. hahah.

but you know even with all this sadness, I’m the happiest i’ve been in a long time and It’s a great feeling, I’m crying less now then i did a month ago. I’m busier and my house is cleaner and theres no one disappointing me and nothing annoying me. its great.

 I have a new cat to, kind of, he ran into the house when i was showing my possible roomate the back yard and so far i havent been able to get rid of him, he’s the cutest little thing though.

My Hair was redyed today by natalie, and curled, i feel kind of cute though, its nice.

i’ve spent the day with natalie, and i spent last night with My mom, Abby, and Natalie and it was tons of fun, and im spending tonight with Lisa and then after we’re both done with skool ill be hanging with Abby. I love having plans and feeling this much more alive.

It feels nice to breathe again.